Transformation Is A Coin, One Side Painful, The Other Side Beautiful. Just Flip The Coin Until You Get To The Beautiful

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Life is like a roller coaster.  You can either scream every time there is a bump or you can throw your hands up and enjoy the ride.

  – Unknown

A roller coaster is an interesting ride.  I grew up in Santa Cruz which is home to one of the oldest wooden roller coasters in the United States.  I went on it all of the time.  It is a ride that jerks you around, makes your stomach do flip flops.  Then there is the thrill of adrenaline coursing through your veins when you have both hands up in the air, and can you feel yourself lift off your seat, thighs riding against the bar across your lap.  It can make you frightened, scared, sick, excited and thrilled all in the same moment.  True change and transformation does the same thing.

And suddenly you know . .  It’s time to start something new and trust in the magic of beginnings. 

  – Unknown

Differences of change and transformation,  There is a process to change.  You determine that you have something that you want to remove from your life, and something you want to introduce to your life.  So you make a change.  I use weight as an example because it is the primary thing I have been wrestling with from a personal perspective.  A diet is something that we can change to lose weight.  We restrict ourselves to our food intake and we introduce more exercise.   The problem with this way of doing things is that for 90% of us, it is temporary change.  For a short while we run everyday and eliminate carbs as an example.  We lose 10, 20, 30 lbs but at some point the willpower that we are exerting for this change dies out and we return to normal habits. 

Transformation isn’t sweet and bright.  It’s a dark and murky, painful pushing. An unraveling of the untruths you’ve carried in your body.  A practice in facing your own created demons.  A complete uprooting before becoming.

  – Victoria Erickson

Transformation isn’t about adding temporary measures to achieve a goal.  It is all about changing the lifestyle. It starts in the chaos.  For myself, there is a reason why I gained the weight, and now want to release it.  If the pain of wanting to release it doesn’t outweigh the pain of why I gained the weight, then anything I do won’t last.  I know this to be true, because I have been on this roller coaster of weight loss and regaining it all back.  We have to unravel the untruths in our body that the weight was formed from.  We have created our own set of demons that put on every pound.  We have to uproot the entire plant and root system, or like a weed it just comes back.  Letting go of the demons we created is an accepting that the “truth” they promised to be for us was a lie.

One of the most courageous decisions you’ll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul.

  – Brigitte Nicole

I have always love the saying that life is a riddle, wrapped up in a mystery. inside an enigma.  It came from a radio broadcast and is attributed to Winston Churchill.  That is what it is like when we run up again the fear of change.  Somewhere inside of us is the riddle of what has triggered the fear.  Inside the fear is a mystery or story about the fear. Inside the story is the enigma of something subconscious that we can’t remember or recognize.  It is what makes the change temporary and why sometimes such extreme chaos is triggered in order for the transformation to happen.  In my own case with weight, I can feel something different this time.  It’s been three months of change for me so far.  I have released about 25 lbs.  The chaos that has triggered the change is health related.  I can feel a difference in the motivation this time.  It doesn’t feel like short term thinking for the first time.  Time will of course tell me in the end if this is true transformation.

I listen to the wind, to the wind of my soul where I end up, well, I think only God really knows.

  – Cat Stevens

Whatever the transformation is, it is something that impacts all areas of our life.  It is so drastic a change that we can’t go back to what we were.  Cat Stevens transformation was around his spirituality.  He changed his name, he stopped singing and gave up a successful music career, he changed his religion. – and that changed everything.  He had a brush with death and almost drowned in the Pacific Ocean.  He promised God he would work for him, if he could make it back to shore.  Then a wave came that carried him back to shore.  It would be 25 years before he performed publically again.  It wasn’t a short term change using willpower. It was a lifestyle transformation.

Life is filled with so many exciting twists and turns.  Hop off the straight and narrow whenever you can and take the winding paths.  Experience the exhilaration of the view from the edge. Because the moments spent there, that take your breath away, are what make you feel truly alive.

  – Stacey Charter

When the winds of change blow, what is our reaction?  Do we build a wall to keep it out?  Do we build a windmill to harness the energy to facilitate a true transformation?  All great transformations are preceded by chaos.  Chaos is what sends us on the journey.  For Cat Stevens it would appear that he built a wall to keep things out.  Later in life, he returned to the music world, although he hasn’t had the same success as when he left it.  He just recently released a new album, and it appears that he has torn down the wall, to instead use the energy of the windmill.  He has become very involved with various charity organizations.  Like a roller coaster, his transformation took him to the edge of cutting himself off from the world, and now is taking him to the edge of incorporating his life back into the world, but with a focus of helping child refugees and his charitable foundation, “Small Kindness”.

You have to stop thinking you’ll be stuck in your situation forever.  We feel like our heart will never heal or we’ll never get out of this impossible struggle.  Don’t confuse a season for a lifetime.  Even your trials have an expiration date.  You will grow, life will change, things will work out.

  – Brittney Moses

The difference when undergoing transformation, is where we are making the changes from energetically.  Are we making them out of fear or out of love?  From a place of courage or fear?  Life or death choices are one thread, a single coin.  It is all about which side we are viewing them from.  Lack or abundance?  Love or fear?  Life or death?  Are you screaming at life or throwing your hands up in the air and enjoying it?

May your choices reflect your hopes, not your fears.

  – Nelson Mandela

Sheryl Silbaugh

I am married with 4 grown children who are all married and currently have 14 grandchildren and two great granddaughters. I work fulltime as a Director at Bank of America and I am the founder of, which is a website and Facebook page dedicated to personal transformation and growth. We all have life's lemons show up in our life, this website helps us to make them into lemonade.

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